Day 12/13

So I dont think I'll be posting for a while.
Today (Sunday) is one of the worst days of my life.
My Grandma died. And Im totally and completely broken.
Its Monday so Happy Birthday to my mom and PJ.

Day 006

Saw this today and thought "why the hell not?"
I'll do 50.

kill your curiosity

• 1. Last kiss - I dont kiss and tell.
• 2. Last phone call - Daddy
• 3. Last text message - Varrion
• 4. Last song you listened to- Let her go by Passenger
• 5. Last time you cried - Not sure
• HAVE YOU EVER:
• 6. Dated someone twice - Yup.
• 7. Been cheated on- Sadly
• 8. Self harmed - For why?
• 9. Lost someone special - Yes.
• 10. Been depressed - LOL. Story of my life.
• 11. Been drunk and threw up - Drunk? No. Threw up? Yes.
• 12. Had sex - Nope.
• 13. How many people have you had sex with this year? -0 did you not see my last answer?
• 15. Made a new friend - Yes.
• 17. Laughed until you cried - too many times.
• 18. Met someone who changed you - LOL oh yes.
• 19. Found out who your true friends were? - Yes
• 20. Found out someone was talking about you? Mhm
• 26. What did you do for your last Birthday? Gwaan bad
• 27. What time did you wake up today? After 10.. I think
• 29. Name something you CANNOT wait for? Dah Subbie deh.
• 30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time? Never.
• 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? Too much bad drama.
• 32. What are you listening to right now? The phone ringing
• 33. When is the last time you had sex? See question 12
• 34. Who's getting on your nerves right now? Surprisingly no-one
• 35. Most visited webpage? Twitter
• 36. Favorite colour? Blue
• 37. Nicknames? Rayy. Rayy Rayy. Hanna
• 38. Relationship Status? Fat. Single and ready for a pringle.
• 39. Zodiac sign? Capricorn
• 40. Male or female? Vajayjay nigga.
• 41. Primary school? Mt. St. Joseph Prep thank you very much.
• 42. Secondary School? Bishop Gibson high/ St. Andrew High School For Girls
• 43. High school/college? Caribbean School of Architecture, UTECH.
• 44. Eye color? Brown
• 46. Height? 5'4"
• 47. Do you have a crush on someone? lol
• 48. What do you like about yourself? too cute for life. Joking. I like that I like food.
• 49. Piercings? 1 set.
• 50. Tattoos? weeeeeelllll...

 What the heck.. 100 never hurt anybody.

• 51. Righty or lefty? Righty
• FIRSTS:
• 53. First piercing? ears. age? before I could remember
• 54. First best friend? This little pillsbury dough boy named Chucky
• 55. First hookup? I dont kiss and tell, remember.
• 56. First Bestfriend? Kimani Leanne Jackson
• RIGHT NOW:
• 59. Eating- nothing
• 60. Drinking- nothing
• 61. I'm about to- finish this romance e-book
• 62. Listening to- I wont dance - Fred Astaire (remix)
• 63. Waiting for- hmm.. nothing
• YOUR FUTURE:
• 64. Want kids? Yep
• 65. Get married? ohh yes
• 66. Career? Graphics/ Media/ Interior design/ landscaping maybe
• WHICH IS BETTER:
• 67. Lips or eyes- oh thats hard...lips?
• 68. Hugs or kisses- HUUUGGGSS
• 69. Shorter or taller - Taller most def.
• 70. Older or Younger- older?
• 71. Romantic or spontaneous- Spontaneously romantic?
• 72. Nice stomach or nice arms- both
• 73. Sensitive or loud- sensitively loud
• 74. Hook-up or relationship- relationship
• HAVE YOU EVER:
• 76. Kissed a stranger- nope?
• 77. Drank hard liquor- yes.
• 78. Lost glasses/contacts- nope. broke them
• 79. Had sex- second time youre asking me this.
• 80. Broken someone's heart- intentionally? never
• 82. Been arrested- nooo
• 83. Turned someone down- yup
• 84. Cried when someone died- yes.
• 85. Fallen for a friend- lol
• DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
• 86. Yourself- well duh.
• 87. Miracles- yeah
• 88. Love at first sight- HA!
• 89. Heaven-  yes
• 90. Santa Clause- didnt he retire?
• 91. Kiss on the first date- que sera sera
• 92. Angels-yes
• 93. How would you label yourself? Raiven.
• 94. Someone You Pray Everyday For- I pray for everyone every time I pray.
• 95. Did you sing today- nope
• 96. Who From All Your Ex's have You Cared The Most About?
• 97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? 3/ 4 years old maybe.
• 98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For?
• 99. Are you afraid of falling in love? Love?
• 100. Do you like the way you look? I is fabulous!

IN OTHER NEWS

THEY'RE BAAAAAAACCCCKKKK!!!!!!

...and this sweater is really comfy

Day 005

Sunday, youve been good to me.
Skin, sun and sand.
I went to the beeeeeeeaaaccchhhh.
(I'll post pics later)

And then Christmas Ham thighs.

And this guy.
Made my afternoon Superman.
(Nothing new there)

Day 004

So.. I missed Day four because I got all my electronics taken away.
If I launch into a story about this, I'll probably never end. I guess it was for my own good in the end, But still, it pissed me off.

Sick Day.
[no pic (no phone, no camera, no lappy)]

I like my liquor strong*
My poems long.
My books deep.
My caresses,
Sweet.

I have no hours to waste,
I dislike my kisses chaste.
Love is more interesting
Intertwined
Just like wine is better fine.


*Russian

Day 003

 (A bit late I know)

Moody
See this.
This is my space. Its not much. And I absolutely hate when its invaded.

Mhm.. Crocs..

Day 002

Kingston's Greatest Jerk
It addictive really.
"No one likes a jerk unless its from Truck Stop"
The food was so good, I forgot to take a picture.
Oh yes..  Flexin with the grams today (yes the little chiney woman is her).

The Truck Stop Truck also got me thinking.
How comes normal people can come up with brilliant ideas to make money but the Jamaican government can't do shit? (Was listening to the 2013 year in review on RJR before we stopped)

Anyways... Day 2.

SO its 2014
HAPPY NEW YEARS!!
And Ive come to realise I havent posted since October, which Kinda pains my heart. So Im going to put this blog to some use and use it as a project 365 blog.. Why? Well because:
1) Ive always wanted to do a project 365
2) I want to see how much Ive grown at the end of the year
3) Fuck bitches get money
3) I really want to start blogging again but I have no muse for poetry
4) This blog belongs to me, I can do whatever I want (Dur!)
5) I really dont want to see this blog go to waste.

So.. yeah, I guess thats it.
So commence Project 365.

P.S I shall also be bitching and ranting about all the bullshit I see fit. I spare no feelings.. or the feelings I want to spare.
 Enjoy if you may.


Day 001

So we brought in the new year with some flair.. Old friends, made some new ones, nice food and hella good liquor (made me think of Mike for a second). I shit you not when I say the firework were straight overhead. The *pew pew pew* and *BOOM! BOOM! BOOM!* almost deaf me, I swear.

So I wish you all the best for 2014 and may it be your oyster.. Cause you know oysters have pearls and pearls are supposedly a good thing.. I never really got that expression.. but yeah. May 2014 be your oyster with a muddafuggin big ass pearl.

Que Sera Sera.