I wanted you to want me

I

 Have known you for almost a forever. In the start of it all, my young heart somersaulted every time you      came around. My cheeks, flushed. Waiting on you to notice me, wanting you to, but shying away when you did.

In my naive state, I yearned for you,

Wanted

you. I guess I became somewhat stalkative (if that’s even a word), sad to say.

You

Were close by, I watched you out of the corner of my eye. If you acknowledged my presence, the blood that was rushing

To

my head was accelerated. A total rush.

I loved it.

The day that I got all 100% of your attention, I’ll never forget, was one of the most wonderful days of my life. The silk of your voice and the depth of your eyes. It’s something I’ll

Want

for the rest of my life.

Somehow, in that department, I feel devoid of all those things you had let

Me

Feel. And I have yet to meet someone that makes me feel as you did