My Messed Up Emotions

They are a part of my being.
Personally I find them dark, twisted.
Yet I don’t want to part with them.
Not that I could if I wanted to.
Because of them...
I have fantasized,
Things have materialized in my mind.
They drive me crazy
But keep me sane.
They keep that spark of belief
for that thing we all want...
that is so hard to attain...
That alien
Called ‘Love’.
It must be alien,
It’s not from this world.
They give me the ability to understand its foreign language.
-making me a bit alien too.
They are the reason I have survived
Through the tough relationships.
They became that person I needed when he wasn’t.
They comfort me
And stitch my heart back up.
Me and them.
They and me.
The Messed Up Emotions Of A Messed Up giRl.