The end is near...

You say you want me
that's just the lust speaking.
The woman at the bar turned you on....
I don't deserve this.
I'm just a day away from being a year away from womanhood
I'm legal in some ways
and could have given you what wanted if I wanted to a long time ago
...IF...
but I'm not like that and you know that
but what you don't know is
I don't want this anymore
I think the end is near.